I didn’t quite like u when u first migrated back from Singapore. I was not used to ur full power energetic mode - hopping with ur two back legs like a bunny, eyes staring straight into mine asking for treats. I thought u were annoying. Of course, u were just a baby, u were only a little more than one year old. U were energetic yes, but never the cuddly type, definitely not the type that would let me or anybody hug u to sleep. Oh I remember that deep sigh of urs if I pin and lock u down. U didn’t like it, and that was the whole purpose of me doing it, to annoy u back. Yeah I bullied my baby a lot. All the games I played with her were the rough ones. I played with her like she was a big dog, and she would always lie down belly up panting and opening her mouth wide like she was laughing out hard. For the longest time I asked, why couldn’t u be just a little calmer so I could look more glamorous carrying u out of the pet salon like how Paris Hilton carried hers? Every single time i fetch u I felt like my top was going to be ripped open by u. But well mum said u were like me so I didn’t have any more complains afterwards. U were like me. So much like me. I gradually grew so fond of u I didn’t know when and how it happened. Oh and those numerous times of hide and seeks! I’d always be really creative about where to hide, and u’d always have to spend some time cracking the ‘riddles’ to locate me. Well yeah I played some tricks I moved around sometimes when u were out of sight, whereas some other times I felt u didn’t point out my location at an instance just to make me a happy winner. U were never physically cuddly, but always heart warming. Those round black eyes of urs speak a thousand words. They were so beautiful I almost feel jealous. U taught me what unconditional love means in especially these few months, since u decided to stop eating someday in Dec 2019. It was hell of a journey we had, and u pulled the greatest strength to fight like a warrior. U r freed now, from pain and struggles. Happy birthday to me, and happy rebirth day to u. U, and what u showed me, is the greatest birthday gift of 2020. Today heaven has a new angel. I love u my season baby, forever. ♥
I had more to say but insta limited me to the above. But I guess I could go on for pages and days talking about her, and I’m sure they will come back in fragments. A little bit here, some other bits there, most I’m sure will make me smile thinking back. But I am so proud, so proud that her demeanour wooed even the most fur pet phobic friends of mine. To me, she was and will always be exceptional, truly truly exceptional. Boss is perhaps right, I will be more willing to give now, thanks to her life lessons. Carry our love and run across the rainbow bridge happily and don’t look back my baby, go where angels truly belong to. It’s a complete chapter with the most fulfilling ending, we have no regrets ♥️
