身為自由身演員/主持，沒有保障收入的生活幾年了，加上去年有一半時間都在花存款，到今年一月的確診至今，我應該要恐慌和煩躁的，我應該要恨天恨地很自己的，但我活下來了，因為我收到了太多心靈上和實質上的幫助，那都是愛啊，即使捉衣見肘的生活不知道還要多久才能過去，還是要把心守好。
把收到的愛和心裡平安的狀態化成能量傳出去，很微小，但很有效，把心穩下來，把不安和焦慮說給你所信仰的神聽，祂不會嫌棄你的，要有信心，然後好好的生活，還有工作就好好做，還有飯吃就好好吃，心穩下來，家庭/親子/感情/工作 就會穩下來。
畢竟這個時候，急，也沒有用。☺️
What I face from last year till now, hale a year just spending my saving without income, till now, went thru the experience of positive Covid19, you know what, as a freelancer actor/host, my bank account can be even poor than the account I created for my child to save his ang bao money, seriously, I should be panic/ depress/ angry/ anxious so and so, I did, a little bit then gone, why?
I’ve received lots of love during my 14 days of home quarantine, in mind support and also food/ supplements caring, much more than I ever imagine that surprised me, love exist! Love exist! Then why should I give up on my life? Will be even better if I get to share more and more energy to stay calm and love ourselves/family, reach out a helping hand to people who need with what I can afford to, that’ll be nice.
What I do to chase away my emotional moment, pray and leave it to God, God won’t speak my secret to anyone else, I’m safe.
Then, focus on what I still can do it my life, things become much simpler and easier when I stay calm, try it, no harm, to the God you believe, and to your mind, you believe in you can pass this hard time too.
#JustASharing
#mandychen #陳諭
