今日日記
Translation: @berbermnm
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總是孤寂的時候有很多感觸
總是感觸很多的時候想寫字
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可能因為睡眠不足
昏沈地拖著痠脹的腿離開健身房
站在一輛Ubike旁整理東西準備牽車
如果我沒有抬頭漫無目的地張望
如果我沒有在健身房多做那一組
如果沒有那盞紅燈恰好停下車流
我就不會坐上Gino的機車
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雖然有部分小原子也有放射性
不過原子序82以上的大原子都具有放射性
是不是太大一群中子質子會在核內吵架？
是不是沒有一個政策能完美照顧每個人？
是不是被強迫生活在一起使人麻木不滿？
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如果我是小原子核中的一員
我可以親密每位朋友
也可以認識每粒電子
在我們自我滿足的電子場域內共存
路上都是熟識的臉孔 溫暖的支持
而不是我在忙碌城市中
斑馬線上擦肩的
電梯內比肩的
想說聲嗨 卻自認沒有資格
也怕打擾其短得可憐的午休時間的陌生朋友
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若美夢成真
路上被朋友撿到就不再是驚喜
而是平常而暖心的幸福吧
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I always have lots of thoughts and feelings when I’m lonely
And I pour them into writing when they flush over me
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I dragged my exhausted and sore legs out of the gym...maybe it’s lack of sleep?
Organising my stuff and preparing to rent Ubike
Had it not been for the one extra set at the gym
Had it not been for the red light that stopped the traffic
I wouldn’t have gotten on Gino’s motor
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Although some of the smaller atoms are radioactive, all larger atoms above 82 on the atom sequence are radioactive
Do particles within the same group argue with each other?
Maybe there’s no policy that can take care of everyone?
Does living together without a choice numbs people?
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If I am a particle of one the small atom,
I would befriend with everyone
Get to know everyone
Co-exist with each other within our own electrical field
Familiar faces and warm support in the community
Instead of the familiar strangers, who are friends of mine
But whom I’d rather not bother considering the extremely limited lunch break
Or whom I don’t dare to say hi when we cross path on the crosswalk or when we stand next to each other in a lift in this hustling city
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If this comes true, being picked up by a friend will not be a surprise anymore but just a common and nice warming of heart
